random thoughts

if there’s one thing i have learned, its that you cannot change what time has changed.  the past three years have been so life changing in so many ways and i have realized that i am so lucky.  I am not where i wanted to be, and sometimes i think that it really bothers me. i see my friends going into there junior year of college, or studying abroad, some having kids and some getting married and i am still here living in this town and working my ass off to pay my way through life.  But you know, i guess i have a different path because i have come across so many life changing lessons through this path and i have finally come to appreciate them.

I have quickly learned the do’s and dont’s of living with other people and I can say that i appreciate every fight and argument because it has taught me how to be a better person.  Also as many people know, my car accident was very traumatic and has taught many people the importance of seatbelts and i am so glad in some way i was able to help with that.  but even more so, i am appreciative for the second chance at life.  I am very blessed for everything i have even if it isnt what i thought i wanted at one time.

I am starting to realize how love really works.  Everyone has a first love. I can say my first love was a great one.  Finding a person that i considered my best friend was so important to me. learning how to be that close to a person and falling so hard for them so fast was truly amazing and breath taking.   but sometimes every good thing has to come to an end. & thats exaclty what happened. we all make mistakes and we all forgive.  this person meant so much to me that i could forgive something so heartbreaking.  As time has gone on, it has been very hard to move past that life. Not only the relationship but the life of it and all that surrounded it.  I lost a boyfriend and a best friend, without choice.  I wish that relationships didnt mold our emotions, because he indeed was one of the bestest friends i have had and its hard to not have that. 

You learn that you will never fall harder for someone than the first person you loved and had your heart broken by. its confusing, but makes so much sense at the same time.  I will never fall for someone so quick as i did for him, but i have found what a relationship needs to be healthy and strong. and I hope someday he finds what i have found, because every person deserves a second chance. 

this is all so  random but just thoughts i need to express.

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This is from the slut walk. One of the arguments is that girls ask for rape because they wear slutty clothes, short skirts, tight, low-cut tops. This girl is an example of the fact that rape victims can look like anyone, you, me, this girl. Rapists. Dont. Discriminate.

I promised a long time ago that I’d reblog this whenever I saw it on my dash. No regrets, it breaks my heart every single time.

an incredibly important message, rape is rape. no one is ever asking for it. a woman has the right to dress how ever they want - it is society that identifies risque dressing as ‘asking for it’, and in my opinion, that way of thinking needs to be diminished.

Always, always reblog.

you can see the brokenness in her eyes, and her little smile.

I can only imagine what kind of strength it took for her to wear those clothes again after what happened to her while she was in them

i can’t believe people say they “ask for it” they obviously don’t that’s why its called rape?

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